today.
ended 10.40... effectively.
since i skipped math.
to attempt studying.

it just gets me, so much, when im unproductive.
and procrastinating.
but despite all my wailing and resolutions nothing's changed.
(doesnt that explain perfectly my presence online even now?)
so yea..
i dont know how.
to rein in my free will, to enforce dictatorial discipline.
to finish the other 2/3 of my syllabus.
in less than 2 weeks.

oh Lord, you know i cant do this alone.
pls. be with me and give me strength.